Wow-ZERS!!! Yep..that's exactly the expression of everything collectively I've or I am experiencing at this point..the impending Dday (I favoritely call
operation BSc.All this transpiring in between "nursing" a friend after a break up..which was for the most part very unexpected but understood. I dunno man, speaking of breakups to me at this point in my life I like to define them as a
necessary "evil". In order to grow sometimes you have to let certain things die.
Its true in nature, as seeds are planted they "die" so to speak only for the cotyledons (aka little green leaves) sprout and then voila full grown plant comes forth. I've come to understand *in my philosophical way? I guess?* that r/ships are sorta like trees..once flowers grow into big budding oaks..once cut down and uprooted well that's that..it can never grow back to being an innocent flower..which is why I don't really buy into the mindset of "let's be friends now that we're no longer lovers." *insert:
record scratch!* hol up! wth? Why I gotta be your friend when we grew past just being friends into something extra?
I just don't think its the breaker's place to ask the breakee to be friends..the option could be given but I'd prefer it unspoken..let the breakee make that decision..ah well...I'm just theorizing ya know? (c) tre..
So yeah.."nursing" or maybe just overseeing or "watching over" would be the word? I just feel protective of dude..he's like a brother to me..matta fact a brotha to me..so even though I'm sure it wasn't the most pleasant decision to let go in order to move on..sometimes you gotta do what you gotta..and in my own experiences looking back I ain't mad at them either..
